OMG, I am in lust. Is this wrong??

I have been working out with videos from Jackie Warner for about three months now.
Is it wrong that I freaking LOVE her???? I know she had a show on Bravo called Workout. I know she is gay.

I am trying to figure out why, i feel like crap on a day I don't use one of her workout videos. I love her body...and the short hair...i think she is...androgynous (and omg, i spelled that word right without spell check) and i think that is why I am so attracted to her. In her workout videos, she is no nonsense. No chippy music, and her words of encouragement sound false. I love that. It makes me give my all for a workout. The videos where the instructor is all happy and crap...annoy me to no end.

The pic above is one of my favorites of her.

Is it wrong for me to lust after a woman who looks like a boy? this isnt the first time i have done so. lol.

i love her and Jeanette Jenkins.

can i have them both at the same time? Their workouts are incredible...but I need another workout of sorts. lol.

its the heat here in NYC...affects brain patterns!