Trying to get a foothold on things..get myself settled and established...moving into a new place and just in general trying to find my way.
Learning the NYC subway system, learning how to navigate Manhattan...all the different neighborhoods..its a lot! On top of that, still running my business, meeting new people, starting up 2 new side businesses (web design and free lance makeup artist) and i am trying to get my behind in school. (major? computer science)
I am one who likes to be busy...and constantly improving myself. Always.
The going back to school thing is a bit daunting..I am in the process of choosing my exact major..and I may have to go for a double degree. A Bachelors in Computer Science and an Applied Associates in graphic arts. I am not sure yet...I am still in the research phase. I have to get on the ball and pick a school soon though..there is paperwork to be filled out! I have to figure out how I am going to pay for all of this! WTF? LOL. Two degrees at once? Well, when I do something..I do go all out. I know I am up for the challenge. I am actually getting excited about this. I am going back to school because I am a collector. I like to collect knowledge (and keychains from different cities I visit). I already have 2 degrees..I want two more. I need a side project..and computers keep my mind busy. The infinite possibilities, the ever changing technology...for someone like me, who is always on the quest to learn new things (and I tend to get bored with things easily) the Computer Science field makes sense to me. I am working on being in school by this fall.
Now, for the summer time, I am going to tour. I love to tour..see new cities, meet new people and experience life. That is just me. So, I am coming up with the list of cities I want to hit up this year. So far, Boston, San Francisco, Chicago and Miami have made the list. San Francisco is kind of iffy though. I am not sure about that. Of course, if I am going to be in school soon..I need to figure out how am I going to work on two degrees, provide and be a free lance makeup artist? One would think I would cut myself some slack...where is the fun? Quite frankly..I don't have time for fun really. There is so much I need to do...and for some reason, I turned 29 this year and realize..I need a life. LOL. I need to better myself. I have goals I want to achieve...and I better get a move on it!! Being a provider will allow me the freedom I want..so I can do what I have to do. I don't have any children, dont have anyone special in my life...so, I have no excuses!!
So, that's just a general run down. Oh! I am also working on improving my provider image. LOL. This SinfulAngel persona (or two I should say) has really taken root within me. I have found what works for me..now, to fine tune it and then unleash it onto the world! LOL. It is like..turning 29..I am finally comfortable with who I am. I dont care anymore what others think of me (to a certain extent). I am me, myself. That is all I can be. I am the sinner and the angel. The light and the dark. Its a pretty interesting..and complex..uh, thing. Idea is the word I was looking for. LOL. The great thing is...it's mine. The concept, the idea, the planning..its all mine. LOL. It's me! I finally feel free in a way.
I hope 2010 is a darn good year. I have a lot of plans!!
